One word that describes how I’ve been feeling lately: irritable. What can I say, I’m fed up with everything. I’m tired of that selfish mind state. Yeah I’m a bitch but you can see why right? Always getting irritated and fucking annoyed. Honestly I’ve been questioning our relationship lately and I don’t think it’s going to last if you’re going to constantly act like this. A bunch of sorry’s and I love you’s aren’t going to do anything. I know this whole “situation” is a mutual thing but I’m just putting my two cents in. I’m pretty sure you didn’t even know I felt this way but I just wanted to let this out. You’re not a horrible boyfriend, you’re great it’s just sometimes you get me so angry I want to punch you. I love you, but you just needa quit acting as if you’re my only priority and start telling me everything. YOU never tell me shit, and it’s getting to the point where I’m going to do the same thing back. And I’m tired of driving to your house damn near every day, I think it’s time for you to try. Because I honestly don’t see you trying, your mind is set to think that we can always see each other because I’m able to drive, but sorry to break it to ya this relationship is two sided. Word of advice put in some effort will ya?