7448.) I want to yell at you and tell you that I don't ever want to talk to, or see you again. But I can't, because that would be a lie. I can't yell at you, I do want to talk to you, and I always want to see you. I miss you. You said you wouldn't treat me like crap. So what happened?
Is it wrong to expect so much? I’m sorry if I’m such a girl and just want to feel special sometimes. Never in my life has a guy actually done something cute for me. I just want to feel like those other lucky girls who actually gets flowers and candy on valentines day. Who gets a romantic date for their anniversary. Basically anyone who gets something near any of that. Although I am a stay home and cuddle typa girl, I just want some change once in a while. Why do us girls have to go through the most just to make our boys happy when they can’t even try to do the same. “If you don’t wanna be let down, don’t expect so much from him. ” Well I do expect so much because I just want to feel like that “lucky” girl. I’ve been let down too many times and I’m tired of it. But what can I do? Boys will be boys and I guess they just forgot about chivalry.
I honestly don’t know why I’m such an angry person. I just have all these emotions bottled up and now I think I’m about to explode. I can’t keep all these emotions in me anymore. I just don’t know.. Vision hazy, head throbbing, my daily routine. Fuck it.
Do whatchu want, idc. You do you, I’ll do me. I’m done putting you before everyone, I think it’s time for me to stop giving you so much attention. I try waaaay too much and do waaaay too much for you. Time for me to run free bitchhhhh.